The way you make me feell,

Wow.. I never dreamed I could fall for someone this easily.
I never thought someone could honestly mean so much to me..

But, then you came along and decided to sweep me off my feet.
No, really, I don't care, it's fine.

But, I don't want to lose you.
You don't know how much truth is in that one little sentence.

The thought of losing you scares the shit out of me.

I would do anything for you.

When you're not beside me, I feel a hole in my chest.
I don't like the weekends, unless I'm with you.

Yes, that means I look forward to school.

Oh, and, you wanna know how I remember the date?
The day we got together.
My year officially starts on 4-2-10.

Hahahaa, and, class.

Yess,.. It is spent staring at the clock.
My mind spinning.
"20 more minutes until I see him."
And, oh. my. god. You don't know how far away that seems.

You're all I think about.
All I talk about.
And all I even dream about.

Without you, I'd still be with him...
The guy who hurt me the worst.
I'd be simply going back again and again just to get hurt.

But, you kept your promise to me.

You showed me what love is really like.
And, I admit... there is still some feeling deeeeeep down.

For that one guy.
But, honestly.
He can go die.

He's an ant, you're the moon.

He's a fuckin' cell for that matter.

That's how little he actually means to me.
And, don't try to get smart.

He's a useless, un-reproducing cell.

He stays. As one cell. Forever.

Until he eventually dies.
((In my heart))
Which is soon.

I can't think straight when you're around.
When I see you, my heart skips a beat.

I'm not as loud, not as careless around you.
I'm quieter. More mature.
Because, no matter how bad I want to be myself,
I want to impress you.

I want you to be proud of me.
I want you to love me.

And, I'm afraid that if I'm me, you won't.

I'm afraid that if I'm me, you'll think I'm a complete moron,
and leave.

And, that would kill me.

You don't even know.

So, I love you. So much. I love you more. I love you most.

I'm yours and you're mine. And that's how it's supposed to be.

Me and you. Forever and ever, I promise.

I pinky promise.

I double pinky promise.

Because, that's how cool we are, ;D