&&the way you kiss me, I still get butterflies

When you hug me, I never want you to let go.
When you kiss me, I never want it to stop.
When you laugh, I laugh.
When you smile, I smile.
When you hold my hand, I realize how fast I'm falling for you.
When you look into my eyes, it feels like we're the only people in the room.
When you walk with me, I feel like the luckiest girl alive.
When you smile and say to your friends, "She's mine." I know how much you love me.
When you tell me I'm perfect, you make me believe it. Because how else could I get anyone as magnificent as you...


I just want you to feel the same way I feel about you. I can't help but fall for you. You are the total opposite of my "dream guy", but you're the only guy in my dreams lately. I have complete faith that this will last, just by the way you make me smile at every word you say. The way you stick up for me, and make me feel like a little girl again. Everything about you makes my heart skip a beat. I want this forever. I don't know how in the world I got lucky enough to get someone as perfect as you, but I don't want to mess it up. Yeah, I talk to other guys, and I am friends with other guys, but I don't want anyone but you. You're the reason I wake up, the reason I even bother to go to school. Your smile, your hug, your kiss, and your touch makes me want to be near you no matter what. I still wonder how I got lucky enough for you, and what I did to deserve it, but I doubt that feeling will ever go away. Opposites attract, and, obviously, we're proof of that. You may not be what I dreamed of as a little girl, but, I'm glad I got you instead,(:

I love you. Forever and Always. I pinkie promise,<3

The way you make me feell,

Wow.. I never dreamed I could fall for someone this easily.
I never thought someone could honestly mean so much to me..

But, then you came along and decided to sweep me off my feet.
No, really, I don't care, it's fine.

But, I don't want to lose you.
You don't know how much truth is in that one little sentence.

The thought of losing you scares the shit out of me.

I would do anything for you.

When you're not beside me, I feel a hole in my chest.
I don't like the weekends, unless I'm with you.

Yes, that means I look forward to school.

Oh, and, you wanna know how I remember the date?
The day we got together.
My year officially starts on 4-2-10.

Hahahaa, and, class.

Yess,.. It is spent staring at the clock.
My mind spinning.
"20 more minutes until I see him."
And, oh. my. god. You don't know how far away that seems.

You're all I think about.
All I talk about.
And all I even dream about.

Without you, I'd still be with him...
The guy who hurt me the worst.
I'd be simply going back again and again just to get hurt.

But, you kept your promise to me.

You showed me what love is really like.
And, I admit... there is still some feeling deeeeeep down.

For that one guy.
But, honestly.
He can go die.

He's an ant, you're the moon.

He's a fuckin' cell for that matter.

That's how little he actually means to me.
And, don't try to get smart.

He's a useless, un-reproducing cell.

He stays. As one cell. Forever.

Until he eventually dies.
((In my heart))
Which is soon.

I can't think straight when you're around.
When I see you, my heart skips a beat.

I'm not as loud, not as careless around you.
I'm quieter. More mature.
Because, no matter how bad I want to be myself,
I want to impress you.

I want you to be proud of me.
I want you to love me.

And, I'm afraid that if I'm me, you won't.

I'm afraid that if I'm me, you'll think I'm a complete moron,
and leave.

And, that would kill me.

You don't even know.

So, I love you. So much. I love you more. I love you most.

I'm yours and you're mine. And that's how it's supposed to be.

Me and you. Forever and ever, I promise.

I pinky promise.

I double pinky promise.

Because, that's how cool we are, ;D

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I-i-i-- Can Make Yoo Bed Rock(:

I haven't posted anything for a while.. Well, Ok, you know how guys always say they love you? And then they break up with you, or get all clingy and annoying?? Well, that seems to be happeneing a lot lately.. But, you know.. It could just be me.. Oh and guys, we know your whole Valentine's Day plan. Break up with a girl before Valentine's Day, get back together with her after.. Ha! Not gonna happen dear(:

Ok,, now.. I'm happyyy(: Anyone wanna take a guess as to why I am so happy all of a sudden?? Well,, My birthday is in 15 days(: *Feb. 17th* Yayy!(:

Ok,, soooo.. I broke my phone the other day. :/ Now I'm stuck with this shitty touch screen.. Ughh.. AT&T sucks!! :/

Connor needs to get on IM(:

Ok, so... here I am on a SATURDAY with absolutely nothing to do. But, here in this tiny little, crime infested town that I live in I am a student at a huge school. Well,at that school, I am already VERY well known(: But, my friend from my old school is only ever on IM so I don't get to see her much, but... I hope she reads this soon. (: I would like to go over to her house and hang! (: Soo, she needs to get on IM. Are you catching this?? Lol. But, I'm just trying to pass time(: Oh! I got same pics yesterday(: (Took them) And I decided since I have NOTHING better to do and I LOVE taking pictures of everything. I am going to try to do a 365 photography thing. Which is... I am going to take one pic everyday and post one on here. Daily. So, by the time the year is up, I will have hopefully posted 365 pictures(: Sound like a good idea? I know, haha. And the vegetarian thing didn't work out(: Lol. So... I will post my first picture in a different post(: Ok,, TTYL(:

Love ya lotss(:

Changing Times...

So, for those of you who didn't know, I recently moved to Arizona... But, I a few months later I moved back. Now, instead of going to my old school where I had friends and everyone knew everyone I'm going to a new school that's, like, 3x bigger. I'm still considering if it's a good thing. But, I can't lie, I'm excited. Even though I am scared. I have been wondering a lot of things though lately. I wonder if I had stayed in Arizona what would have happened... ? I guess I'll never know. I'm glad I decided to move back, though! :) On the other hand, I went to a funeral the other day... afterwords the family (all 8 trillion of us! :) ) went to a "party". I guess it took a funeral to open our eyes and realize that we were stupid for not hanging out more. We planned a get together a month from now. This one will be a better situation.

:); Laini!

Random Poem!!

I speak of love that comes to mind::
The moon is faithful, although blind;
She moves in thought she cannot speak.
Perfect care has made her bleak.
I never dreamed the sea so deep,
The earth so dark; so long my sleep,
I have become another child.
I wake to see the world go wild.

I didn't write it!! Don't give me credit! :)


Time... Changed
Love... Lost
Friends... Missed
But not forgot.
If time has changed
Then tell me this,
Why have you been so greatly missed?
Why have I thought of you day to day?
Why can I not stand to stay away?
M'mories are made,
Yet never lost.
Since I was gone
You weren't forgot!
I love you all,
More than we know,
So, I won't waste time for I must go! :)